Time to Get Fit

Aight, so I have decided to go and get fit for this dress I'm trying to fit in. The dress is for my sister's wedding's, my younger sister. Sometimes I feel like what is wrong with this picture. My younger sister getting married before for me. I'm so happy for her, but now I'm getting people asking me, "So, when are you getting married?" I feel like punching them in the face because people can be so sarcastic. Who said that I wasn't happy? Maybe its not my time to get married. I feel as though I'm not ready.

Anyway, so I started eating healthy, and this healthy shit is making me hungry. I'm starting to get mad just because my ass is hungry. I figure eating healthy is going to make me more energetic and have more stamina, not mad. As a confession, I'm the fast food queen. I started eating fast food a lot about 4 years ago when I was trying to gain weight. I was so thin that my dad started calling me Nicole Richie as a motivation. I was so annoyed at being too skinny and wanted to be called by my own name, I started eating the wrong things to gain weight. I'm not proud, but I did it.

So, I thought that I was just doing this healthy thing for my sister's wedding, but it's ending up being a physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual thing for me. I'm starting to love my body and eat right. Its hard, but I'm going to do it. Even though I drink a lot of water, I used to drink the same amount of soda. So it was 50/50. I used to have a soda everyday, but now I have cut down to one or two for the week. No Pain, No Gain! I'm going to get fit!