Cheating

I was watching Maury today and it was a show about cheating. These men and women disgust me. I'm confused how you can tell someone that you love them, but behind their back you sleep with everyone that see. You tell them., "It was nothing!" Obviously, it meant something to you that you felt you need to hide. Its just an excuse for you not to have self-control.

Now a day, many people play with marriage. They feel its some type of contract that they can easily get out of when the marriage doesn't fit with their lifestyle. They just annul it or get a divorce. Is this what marriage is all about? If it is, I really don't want to get married.

I also really don't understand how people go and cheat on their spouse or boyfriend/girlfriend with all these sexually transmitted diseases out there. I also don't get how all these people have kids after kids, don't even know who the parents are, and can't even afford them. What is wrong with this picture?

Then there is Tiger Woods with his fake apology. He should have been in that movie How To Be A Playa instead of Bill Bellamy because balancing 17 women, a family, and a golf career is the best balancing act of the century. To me, I felt that he didn't really need to apologize to anyone but his wife. But he does have endorsements, so I guess he had to do it. I just hope that after this apology he stays out of the spotlight, takes care of his family, and then get back to what he does best, golf.

Time to Get Fit

Aight, so I have decided to go and get fit for this dress I'm trying to fit in. The dress is for my sister's wedding's, my younger sister. Sometimes I feel like what is wrong with this picture. My younger sister getting married before for me. I'm so happy for her, but now I'm getting people asking me, "So, when are you getting married?" I feel like punching them in the face because people can be so sarcastic. Who said that I wasn't happy? Maybe its not my time to get married. I feel as though I'm not ready.

Anyway, so I started eating healthy, and this healthy shit is making me hungry. I'm starting to get mad just because my ass is hungry. I figure eating healthy is going to make me more energetic and have more stamina, not mad. As a confession, I'm the fast food queen. I started eating fast food a lot about 4 years ago when I was trying to gain weight. I was so thin that my dad started calling me Nicole Richie as a motivation. I was so annoyed at being too skinny and wanted to be called by my own name, I started eating the wrong things to gain weight. I'm not proud, but I did it.

So, I thought that I was just doing this healthy thing for my sister's wedding, but it's ending up being a physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual thing for me. I'm starting to love my body and eat right. Its hard, but I'm going to do it. Even though I drink a lot of water, I used to drink the same amount of soda. So it was 50/50. I used to have a soda everyday, but now I have cut down to one or two for the week. No Pain, No Gain! I'm going to get fit!